They love it. Me feel worth buying.

Bukan nak promote sebab Shaklee memang dah well known seantero negara kan. Just nak cerita apa yang lain dari selalu.
Saya ni nama je Shaklee Independent Distributor tapi lebih untuk pakai sendiri je. Sape nak beli saya tolong.

Semalam the 2nd night saya bagi susu+mealshake untuk Hannah dan Harraz. Malam 1st tu tak habis pun. I thougt tak sedap, tak kena dengan tekak. Tapi bila malam tadi masing-masing cakap nak susu lagi, i guess semalam mereka sebenarnya dah kebuntangan. Mana taknya tak cukup mummy masak nasi ayam express, milo,ice cream semua dah masuk perut sebelum demand nak susu pula.

Sedap la agaknya kan susu +mealshake. Tak sempat duduk, sambil berjalan Harraz minum susu. Pagi tadi on the way to school Harraz makan bun sampai habis. Agak amazing jugak sebenarnya.

We'll see how mealshake progress to the kids.

Personally, semua benda ada pros n cons. Tak kira la sebagus mana pun supplement tu, tapi kalau cara consume tak betul mesti akan bagi bad effects juga. As for me, kalau nak campur brand, study dulu. Either supplements tu untuk cover your daily intake of vitamins and minerals or to cure from something.

That is how i did when to manage with the sipplements and jamu for my little family.

Semoga kita semua sentiasa dikurniakan kesihatan yang baik sahaja. InsyaAllah.

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My lonely me time.

Erm.. Kat facebook banyak orang post cerita2 pasal family, kisah husb and wife, cara-cara didik anak. Ada yang saya rajin, saya baca. Kalau panjang sangat, baca mana yang sempat saja.

Hannah, Harraz dan Hani dah tido. Hari demi hari, saya semakin dapat adapt macam mana nak survive bila daddy keje. Alhamdulillah.

Harraz suka kacau adik dia. Bila kita tegur macam air je lalu kat telinga. Geram!! Macam2 cara dah saya tegur dari yang lembut sampailah ke gaya mak tiri. Tetap tak makan saman. Kadang-kadang boleh buat saya hilang sabar. Tapi cepat-cepat saya istighfar sebelum datang meroyan, ingat anak-anak ni Allah pinjamkan je. Sabar.. Lembutkan hati sekali pun marah. Allahhuakbar!!

InsyaAllah, semoga saya diberi kesabaran dan kekuatan yang terbaik untuk menyayangi ketiga-tiga anugerah mu ini.

Sweet dreams sayang-sayang mummy. Assalamualaikum.
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Little H the 3rd.

As today, she is already two months young.

Syukur alhamdulillah she has safely arrived by normal birth.

4 days overdue from her EDD. Then mummy requested for induce labor. I fully cannot differentiate between natural contraction pain and induced forced contraction pain. Sama je kot dua2 pain jugak.

Name: Hani Qairina Binti Mohd Amli (Hani:yang tenang, mudah, gembira; Qairina:kebaikan)

Weight: 3.0kg

Date: 21 March 2014 (Friday) 5.45am

Venue: KPMC

Banyak jenis labour yang saya dah rasa rupanya. Emergency C-sec labor from Hannah, normal contraction lead to normal delivery from Harraz and now induce labor from Hani. What is next?? We`ll see later. Haha...

Kali ni daddy tak mengelat. Finally daddy was at my side by the time she popped out. Luckily daddy tak pengsan. Berdoa banyak dah kot sebab daddy psycho dengan darah. I knew it.

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When the triple H at home.

Sedar tak sedar saya dah jadi emak beranak tiga.

Havoc kecoh becok riuh; complete to imagine our little castle nowadays.

Stress?? Letih?? Marah?? tak usah cakap la. Kalau ikutkan perasaan rasa macam nak lari atas bukit menjerit sekuat hati. Erm.. I tak over yeh. Tapi honestly truly itu lah perasaannya when a working mummy yang baru balik kerja, but daddy pula baru nak keluar pergi kerja.

Meaning that I have to handle the triple H alone all night long..

Lupakan saja letih kerja di ofis siang tadi, kumpul tenaga baru di rumah pula.

Tapi, se-stress mana pun mak, se-garang mana pun mak, se-letih mana pun mak, kuasa Allah maha mengasihani. I believe not only me, every mothers who also facing the same situation, they surely can handle everything smoothly, at the end all the kids sleep soundly by your side.

Bila dah masuk tido, maknanya mereka dah makan, minum susu, tukar diapers bersih, tukar baju bersih. The huge challenges were when to prepare all these for the kids . When nobody to look after the baby while me cooking for dinner. Where at the same time the big brother and sister urged for this, want for that. 

The baby is hungry, so do the brother and sister but the way to feed them are not same. Then later on the house will full of mess everywhere. Sakit kepala kan? Sakit mata kan? Hihihi.. 

Redha!!

Masa tu kan baru lah tersenyum sorang-sorang perhatikan anak-anak tido. Dari riuh rendah sekarang dah senyap sunyi. Hebat kan.. 

Kalau dulu saya takut macam mana nak handle anak tiga, tapi sekarang semua tu adalah pengalaman manis yang akan saya tempuhi setiap hari. Allah maha mengetahui segalanya. 

Take it easy, having fun with all the chaos, enjoy the sounds of your kids crying and screaming while you still alive and healthy. Alhamdulillah anak-anak adalah rezeki Allah untuk saya.

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My baby girl is now 3!

Daddy is on his way to work place, 12.30am. He took half day EL today, brought Harraz to clinic due to mild fever.
I told husband let me know once you reach office then only I will go to sleep. Mata dah tak larat nak bukak ni tapi I tetap tunggu sebab risau daddy drive sorg2 to Cyberjaya at this hour.

Last Sunday was Hannah Qaisara 3rd birthday. No super special birthday party. Mummy dah tak larat nak handle. Hannah nak pergi KLCC.. Hurm jauhnya.. Malam2 pulak ni. So daddy bodek Hannah pergi Putrajaya je right after blanja her dinner.
Good choice instead sebab malam minggu, meriah dekat dataran Putrajaya. Both my children were having fun the whole night and only fallen asleep at 2.00am that day. Luckily tomorrow is Sunday so its forgiven.

We just bought her a birthday cake and cheerful out loud of birthday song by us, our small little family; mummy-daddy-harraz and the birthday girl; Hannah Qaisara.

Now I believed everything will happen naturally when the right time comes. No dictator potty training, and by the time she reached her 3rd birthday she passed her potty training excellently.
Penat mak ni stress mcm mana nak train Hannah poo poo dalam toilet bowl instead of wasting fresh diaper just for that job.
Alhamdulillah, I am happy.

She still in progress learn to write alphabets and numbers. Practise make perfect. Hari-hari Hannah rajin tulis ABC and do colouring.

InsyaAllah mummy doakan someday kakak berjaya jadi doctor muslimah. Like you always said" nanti kalau mummy dgn daddy sakit, Hannah bagi ubat ye".

Remember darling, you always be apart of my heart, my soul and my life. Happy Birthday!
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she turns up. erm...

I cuti semalam. 

Adalah satu nikmat bila kita pergi martenity checkup dengan husband.

Thank you dear husband even you melalut sebab panas and menunggu lama tapi i redha je sebabnya cakap masa hari panas. 2 minit ilang la. hahah... tak lut pun.

Nak jadi cerita masa dekat KK Seri Kembangan dua orang nurse belek perut tak jumpa heart beat baby. So diorang conclude unstable, puan kena jumpa doctor. Hurmm... okeh.

Doc scan and just showed me the blup blup of the heart on screen. I pun ok je tak tanya lebih sebab dah lama kot. Letih. 

Estimate berat baby is 2.6kg. size is lebih kurang betul ikut EDD. Sebabnya kali ni my EDD is just based on scan semata.

The doc suruh I refer Hosp Serdang suruh buat CTG pula. Haishh.. Ni la yang buat kena sembur dengan husband masa tengah panas kan.

Next app 2pm at KPMC. By the time I showed him surat refer Hosp Serdang tu was around 11.30am. Haaa macam peluru la keluar bebelan suami saya sebab nak ke Serdang tu je menunggu dah satu hal lepas tu dah terkejar nak ke KPMC pulak. Kenapa tak CTG dkt KPMC je skali karang? Ok..Ok... -silent mode-

Bila jumpa Doc Mimi dekat KPMC baru dia bagi tau kenapa pagi tadi heartbeat baby tak dapat nak detect stable.

Sebabnya kepala baby dah terpusing ke atas. The doc pun tanya I that doc tak de inform you apa2 ke?

Seriously it scares me a lot. 

Kalau before 30 weeks I dunt mind sebab baby buat somersault adalah perkara biasa since masih kecil and banyak ruang dia nak bergolek. 

Tapi kalau dah 35 weeks theres no way for doctor to help you to turn the baby. Only naturally will do. 

Babycenter.com pun cakap benda yang sama.

Your baby doesn't have much room to maneuver now that he's over 18 inches long and tips the scales at 5 1/4 pounds (about the size of a honeydew melon). Because it's so snug in your womb, he isn't likely to be doing somersaults anymore, but the number of times he kicks should remain about the same.

Sebelum ni dah ok je baby dah cephalic cuma belum engage ye la awal lagi kan.. Tup tup semalam dia breech position dalam space yang kecik tu.

Hurm... baby sayang, you main apa sampai tergolek songsang ni. Pusing la balik anak... help mummy please. 

Doc Mimi advice, the other way that may helps is masa you solat. From ruku' to sujud dia akan tekan cervix muscles, insyaAllah baby boleh pusing naturally. Sebab even at this stage dia boleh pandai tergolek ke atas, she should know to tergolek bawah balik. 

I really really wish she can do it.

Owh btw, this time doc said she is a girl. Last time just by her prediction and mummy instinct only, may be she is a girl. Not he is a boy. :D

So insyaAllah Harraz dapat adik girl.

Next two weeks i ada schedule appointment yang sama macam semalam. Pagi di KK Seri Kembangan, petang O&G KPMC. Senang sekali harung on the same day bole cuti. Ngengenge...

Doc Mimi dah arrange dengan specialist Dr Jamil. Masa tu i will be in 37 weeks. Kalau baby masih breech, possible Dr Jamil akan terus book untuk cser again...

Sejujur-jujurnya saya berdoa Allah masih izinkan saya untuk normal delivery kali ni. Bersalin cser memang tak sakit masa delivery tapi I dah ada experienced macam mana rasa lepas cser and the painful bila you get pregnant again. 

I can't immagine kalau tempat lama kena toreh balik sedangkan ngilunya masih terasa sampai sekarang. Hurmm tak tau nak explain macam mana tapi great kudos to few of my friends yang experienced semua anak cser delivery and ada yang tiap2 tahun bersalin cser limited 4 orang, doc suruh tutup kilang terus. :D

Tipu la I tak nervous nak tunggu jumpa specialist nanti sebab semuanya will be finalize on that day.

Harapnya baby good girl tau apa yang mummy rasa and mummy fikir, then she will turn down back to normal position.

Rabbi Yassir Wala Tu'assir.

Ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusan ku, Permudahkanlah jangan disulitkan.

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On deciding the best maternity package.

Will be entering 35weeks in a few days, means another 5 more weeks to go more or less. 

Baru nak panic decide deliver kat mana. 

Kalau sebelum ni my first two babies were delivered at govt hospitals. I tak kisah pun bersalin dekat mana sebab I will only choose govt hospital yang baru je. Hehehe.. 

Kalau hosp yang dah lama ni building je dah cukup la buat lemah semangat. 

Hannah lahir kat Hosp Sg buloh. Hospital baru kan.. Emergency Cser lagi masa tu tapi i dilayan macam VIP sebab maklong orang kuat kat situ. 

Harraz pula lahir kat Hosp Serdang. Juga hospital baru. This time luckily i dapat normal delivery. So tak sempat bermalam pun dekat hospital, they approved my request untuk discharge on the same day since baby pun sihat. Husband temankan saya all night long masa dalam labour room and the next day evening I dah discharge. 

Masa tu my aunty yang babysit Hannah, so masa i bertarung nyawa Hannah selamat ada dengan Makchek. Saya tak worry.

Then..... kali ni macam mana?

I have Hannah and Harraz yang saya risaukan and of course at the same time i need my husband along all the time.

Rasanya this time we decided to choose private hospital due to very convenient visiting hour and the kids pun boleh tido sekali.

Hurmm nak pilih hospital mana pun jadi issue jugak. Of course the cost comes to matter. 

My 1st experience kan mana nak tau bila sepatutnya kena decide. Bila 35weeks baru nak buat appointment O&G specialist pun dah pening.

Semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan. InsyaAllah.

  

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2032 lambatnya lagi.

Saya dekat KK Seri Kembangan. Lepas dengar cerita maksu pasal one her friend's sister passed away due to complication during her 6mo of pregnancy. Insaf terus makanya saya disini pagi ni.
Kat sini ramai parent yg bawa newborn baby untuk checkup. Mak buyung pun ramai juga.
Seronok tengok gelagat masing-masing, lagi2 yang anak berderet macam I. Hehe.. Esok dah tiga macam mana la makin hecticnya keluarga kami.
Tak sabar pula rasa nak tunggu baby baru lahir.
Menunggu lah saya dengan sabar sebab 2032 masih jauh walaupun saya dah sampai sini dari 8.30am td.
Daaa...
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kids & parenthood thingy..

Assalamualaikum..

I just read someone's blog on: 10 useful tips from a Child Psychiatrist

I can say apa yang psychiatrist tu cakap memang betul.

I strongly agree motor and sensory skills kanak-kanak ni cepat develop from practical practices.

I do believe all parents have their own best way to raise their child. So do I, although there must be surely lacked at somewhere.

Selalu jugak saya cerita dekat husband, kesian tengok Hannah. Saya tau dia pun nak macam kanak-kanak lain, play with `something in a box.' Memang purposely saya tak nak expose her to these kind of 'boxes' tapi bila tengok anak sendiri kesian je rasa.

Tapi hati suami keras, dia tetap jugak tak nak belikan. He would rather agree if i spend lots more on toys, books, food and playlands.

So far I tak de ipad, tak de handphone canggih. Just enough we have tv and computer with astro and unifi at home. 

Honestly I pernah bergaduh besar dengan husband just because of these kinds of gadgets. Dulu kan tak wujud pun smart phone ni. So kita lebih focus to each other. Tapi bila masing-masing pakai hp canggih, kejap2 msg fb masuk. kejap-kejap whatsapp masuk. Eventhough duduk sebelah pun tak bercakap just because sibuk main handphone.

Then my husband admit memang gadget ni semua boleh jadi addicted. Asal bunyi je kita akan focus lebih dekat yang bunyi dulu dari benda-benda lain. Bila tak de bunyi, kita pulak kejap2 cek, belek sana sini, browse itu ini. I sentap la kan. So from there dia cakap tak pe tak perlu tepon yg canggih biar dia pakai apa yang ada (walaupun screen pecah. hihi) . Tapi kalau I nak tukar dia tak kisah sebab katanya dia tau I tak macam dia. 

Erm... well still thinking for proposal cost, tapi at the same time i takut bila i pulak pakai hp hebat i akan jadi lagi teruk dari my husb sekarang.

Tapi kalau pasal my kids toys, most of their toys are concept toys. Colourful blocks, ABC, 123, set masak-masak which come into pieces each set. More on traditional kids practically. Cuma tak de outdoor nak main parit, panjat pokok macam daddy. Kalau ditaburkan semua mainan anak-anak rasanya boleh tak nampak lantai rumah. Sumpah saya stress bila mainan budak-budak ni berterabur satu rumah. Tapi dah sendiri beli bagi anak main mainan macam tu, sendiri la kena kutip dengan redha. :D

Honestly saya suka perhatikan Hannah dan Harraz bila diorang dah start heret bekas mainan, by the time they hold something, i can see that they were actually thinking;

 "apa kita nak buat dengan mainan ni.. macam mana ye kita nak main benda ni".

Their motor skills are spinning. Love that.

Vocabs pun saya selalu expose budak-budak ni manually. I would rather to keep repeating a word sampai Harraz boleh ikut. And it surprised me when i just got to know Hannah can say monkey, frog, dog and cat tu biasa la. Now I tengah train Harraz untuk sebut benda-benda tu semua eventhough nak sebut mummy pun tak lepas lagi. But at least he can make the sounds of dog, cow, tiger and cat.

Yang sedang masih dalam progress berusaha is to control my temper. Honestly I selalu selalu selalu complaint to my husb kenapa la anak2 ni macam tu, macam ni. Orang lain pun anak kecik jugak.. Tak de hal pun bila bawak makan kat luar, tak de hal pun rumah sepah-sepah over. 

Kalau orang tengok how we handle our kids aroud, orang pun rasa kelam-kabutnya family ni.

- :D :D :D -

Last Tuesday I had my company annual dinner. My officemate tengok je gelagat anak2 saya tak tak diam walau seminit. Sampai my friend cakap, "Nurul, i just nampak you duduk for one minute tak sempat makan then you dah bangun balik the kids want this and that.".

Kalau pergi kenduri, I tengok boleh je anak-anak orang duduk diam makan nasi. Tapi kalau kena anak-anak I, baru 10 min sampai, silap monitor sket confirm baju cantik dah jadi kaler lain.

I did some readings, searching macam mana nak handle anak-anak yang species macam ni. Alhamdulillah, the only solution i found is your kids are smart and brilliant. Selidik progress anak tu macam mana, then you will say big thank you and alhamdulillah. 

I slowly managed to adapt my anger and shouting tapi ada masa-masa terlepas jugak ciri-ciri mak tiri due to of many circumstances.

My wish, saya nak anak-anak saya even dah besar pun tak rasa malu nak manja-manja landing atas riba mummy. So from there, tak ada rahsia antara mak dan anak. Saya nak anak-anak saya tak de rasa malu dan takut nak cerita masalah. So that takkan ada lakonan sementara.

Apa pun, relax la pembelajaran masih jauh untuk kita jangka. Just try to learn and be the best for your children. Allah kan ada. As for ibu bapa yang waras, seharusnya kita nak kan yang terbaik untuk anak-anak. Usaha dan berserah kepada DIA. 

Ibu bapa yang tak waras je sanggup tinggal anak tak berbaju tepi jalan. 

~cheers~

Success doesn't come to you…you go to it

Baru jentik sikit je..

Semalam fikiran saya sangat kusut. Hanya mampu berserah dan berdoa atas ujian yang datang.

Saya tahu, mereka yang diuji Allah adalah mereka yang Allah sayang.

Juga sebagai teguran dariNYA atas kekhilafan diri yang selalu lupakan DIA.

Bila lama tak ada dugaan yang diberi, takut juga Allah lupakan kita. Semakin kita hanyut, semakin kita lalai dengan keseronokan dunia. 

Setidak-tidaknya bila Allah uji, DIA nak sedarkan kita dari terus leka.

Alhamdulillah..

Pemikiran ini yang terus menguatkan saya.

Alhamdulillah..

Doa saya DIA dengar. Sesungguhnya DIA maha pemurah lagi maha mengasihani.

Semoga saya sabar dan kuat untuk menghadapi segala ujian yang mendatang.

Mohon diberi perlindungan kepada anak-anak, suami dan ibu bapa tercinta.

Amin..

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