How eh??

Thank you Allah..

As what i’ve said; once it started, there will be more. Hopefully there will be more and more and so far very much Alhamdulillah.

Saya dapat lagi..

But this time really made me headeche and out of focus.

Semalam dah ter-bakar bayar tol Rm5 sebab dah silap jalan. Gara2 kepala fikir lain sambil drive.

Al kisahnya;

Suatu masa dahulu, di kala diri ini memang tengah ketandusan nak cari tuition job.. Saya ada dipanggil intervw di Tuition Center Minda Ceria, Taman Midah, Cheras. Ceritanya seperti berikut>> Salam Ramadhan

Three months later..

Selepas semua jadual malam ku telah penuh diisi, tiba-tiba Cik Minda Ceria nak offer saya class kat centre dia.

Monday	8.15pm-9.45pm	Harus lah tidur
Thursday	8.15pm-9.45pm	Harus lah tidur
Saturday	1.45pm-3.15pm	4.00pm-5.30pm

Okeh... masalah sekarang, kat celah mana lagi saya nak masukkn?

Jadual sekarang sudah begini..

Day	Time	Subject	Venue
Sunday
Monday	8:30pm-10:00pm	Math Form 3	Casa Ria Maluri
Tuesday	8:00pm-10:00pm	BM Std 3& 4	Tmn Wwsn, Puchong
Wednesday	8:00pm-10:00pm	BM Std 3& 4	Tmn Wwsn, Puchong
Thursday	8:30pm-10:00pm	Science Form3	Casa Ria Maluri
Friday	8:00pm-10:00pm	BM Std 3	Taman Mulia, Bndr Tun Razak
Saturday

Memang saya dalam dillema.

1. Nak sangat ajar kat center tu sebab akan mencabar kredibiliti saya for Science Form 3.

2. If i bring Diana to Tue&Wed, tak nak rugi kelas kat Taman Wawasan, Puchong sebab tu je peluang ada tuk saya dating. And it worth RM480 per month.

3. Was thinking to ask Mr Fiancee to take over. At least it will still ours.. Ermm but how? Macam mana nak ckp kat that parent??

4. Also.. was thinking to drag my existing Monday and Thursday class to weekend Sat&Sun. Ermmm nak ke Diana? Sabtu & Ahad she has guitar class.

And this Diana pn saya dah pernah tukar jadual kelas dia which is previously it was on Tue & Wed. But in order for me to take the Taman Wawasan, she agreed to change it to Mon & Thu.

And now again I am going to shift her to the weekend? ermmm I am praying she will says "OK teacher".

Mana satu?????

Please advice me.

-tidak mahu yang dikendong tak dapat; yang dibawa berciciran-

"hehe x sure pepatah sebenar macam mana. tapi ala-ala la kan"

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ She is manipulating her 24/7~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Still friends

Thank you Allah..

As what i've said; once it started, there will be more. Hopefully there will be more and more and so far very much Alhamdulillah.

I've been waiting for two months with i got nothing since moving to KL last Ramadhan. Which is really not satisfy me at all. Terasa macam ada yang tak lengkap.

Dulu masa saya kat Penang, memang saya akui hidup sedikit hectic.. Saya hilang kawan-kawan due to my busy life.

Someone asked me how did you manage to handle your job and your class. To be smart and sacrifies, I made it both.

I used to settle my class at Butterworth 8pm-10pm then went to office for meeting at 11pm straight.

I used to catch up my night class then turned up to the office to continue my work late at night.

Crazy isn't it..

-That's me- 

For me, if you really want and need it, there must be a way to get it.

-W.h.e.r.e  t.h.e.r.e.'.s a w.i.l.l .;. t.h.e.r.e.'.s a w.a.y-

Saya pernah rasa terbuang dengan kawan-kawan sebab saya sibuk. Orang nak ajak jalan-jalan, pegi makan jadi terbantut sebab "ermm... noi mesti ada class" then it contributes to throw me away from any activities.

Later, I am in my own world. Do not care on what happened around me, never concerned with what is going on within my colleagues and i in their perspectives.

I even not realized people keep saying something bad about me.

How poor i am.

I am not blind nor deaf, just dont want to take part if it does not lend me any benifits.

It doesn't matter.... at least i dont have much time to say anything about others badly.

Am i selfish?

No i am NOT.

I need friends... But family will come first. The most important to me is my family. I will lose friends but will never lose my family.. parents and my brothers.

So far.. as what am I concerned I only have my family and my fiancee as the friends of mine in reality here. 'Here' means in my new life now..

But never forget my other buddies who always be with me virtually.. Who always made me laugh and helps me in what ever situations eventough i cant see your eye-to-eye sincerity. hikhik.... 

They were my old friends now and ever.

Friend is a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.

Doesn't matter they exist in virtually or in reality. They were still friends.

Thank you buddies.