My lonely me time.

Erm.. Kat facebook banyak orang post cerita2 pasal family, kisah husb and wife, cara-cara didik anak. Ada yang saya rajin, saya baca. Kalau panjang sangat, baca mana yang sempat saja.

Hannah, Harraz dan Hani dah tido. Hari demi hari, saya semakin dapat adapt macam mana nak survive bila daddy keje. Alhamdulillah.

Harraz suka kacau adik dia. Bila kita tegur macam air je lalu kat telinga. Geram!! Macam2 cara dah saya tegur dari yang lembut sampailah ke gaya mak tiri. Tetap tak makan saman. Kadang-kadang boleh buat saya hilang sabar. Tapi cepat-cepat saya istighfar sebelum datang meroyan, ingat anak-anak ni Allah pinjamkan je. Sabar.. Lembutkan hati sekali pun marah. Allahhuakbar!!

InsyaAllah, semoga saya diberi kesabaran dan kekuatan yang terbaik untuk menyayangi ketiga-tiga anugerah mu ini.

Sweet dreams sayang-sayang mummy. Assalamualaikum.
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Little H the 3rd.

As today, she is already two months young.

Syukur alhamdulillah she has safely arrived by normal birth.

4 days overdue from her EDD. Then mummy requested for induce labor. I fully cannot differentiate between natural contraction pain and induced forced contraction pain. Sama je kot dua2 pain jugak.

Name: Hani Qairina Binti Mohd Amli (Hani:yang tenang, mudah, gembira; Qairina:kebaikan)

Weight: 3.0kg

Date: 21 March 2014 (Friday) 5.45am

Venue: KPMC

Banyak jenis labour yang saya dah rasa rupanya. Emergency C-sec labor from Hannah, normal contraction lead to normal delivery from Harraz and now induce labor from Hani. What is next?? We`ll see later. Haha...

Kali ni daddy tak mengelat. Finally daddy was at my side by the time she popped out. Luckily daddy tak pengsan. Berdoa banyak dah kot sebab daddy psycho dengan darah. I knew it.

Success doesn't come to you…you go to it

When the triple H at home.

Sedar tak sedar saya dah jadi emak beranak tiga.

Havoc kecoh becok riuh; complete to imagine our little castle nowadays.

Stress?? Letih?? Marah?? tak usah cakap la. Kalau ikutkan perasaan rasa macam nak lari atas bukit menjerit sekuat hati. Erm.. I tak over yeh. Tapi honestly truly itu lah perasaannya when a working mummy yang baru balik kerja, but daddy pula baru nak keluar pergi kerja.

Meaning that I have to handle the triple H alone all night long..

Lupakan saja letih kerja di ofis siang tadi, kumpul tenaga baru di rumah pula.

Tapi, se-stress mana pun mak, se-garang mana pun mak, se-letih mana pun mak, kuasa Allah maha mengasihani. I believe not only me, every mothers who also facing the same situation, they surely can handle everything smoothly, at the end all the kids sleep soundly by your side.

Bila dah masuk tido, maknanya mereka dah makan, minum susu, tukar diapers bersih, tukar baju bersih. The huge challenges were when to prepare all these for the kids . When nobody to look after the baby while me cooking for dinner. Where at the same time the big brother and sister urged for this, want for that. 

The baby is hungry, so do the brother and sister but the way to feed them are not same. Then later on the house will full of mess everywhere. Sakit kepala kan? Sakit mata kan? Hihihi.. 

Redha!!

Masa tu kan baru lah tersenyum sorang-sorang perhatikan anak-anak tido. Dari riuh rendah sekarang dah senyap sunyi. Hebat kan.. 

Kalau dulu saya takut macam mana nak handle anak tiga, tapi sekarang semua tu adalah pengalaman manis yang akan saya tempuhi setiap hari. Allah maha mengetahui segalanya. 

Take it easy, having fun with all the chaos, enjoy the sounds of your kids crying and screaming while you still alive and healthy. Alhamdulillah anak-anak adalah rezeki Allah untuk saya.

Success doesn't come to you…you go to it