Hi there!
Its been a week and there's a lot of things happened in my life. hmmm... Trying to catch up how my life flowing. Jap ye nak ingat balik.. ;)

Monday
I met him at Seberang Jaya since he will be around north area for 1 week. Struggling cari hotel dia stay tu x tau kat ne. Dah la x pnh pegi outside island sejak duk sini dah dekat setahun. Except highway la kan. Errmmm he said I look pretty in my dress that night.. hihihi... Rasa nak floating. :D

Tuesday
Nothing much, just as usual daily routine. Owh ya i found something interesting tru jobstreet. Its about makin money and become beautiful. I study bout it da whole day in da offce. My brother was in Penang Island but we cannot meet because i dont want to disturb him with all the bosses.

Wednesday
I told Reza about my plan and he also interested to be my partner. So we both work duet as what he said. So income nnt kita share jugak la kan.. Semangat ni nak wat bisness.. As my best friend with me, i hope i will success. Today 'He' was in Sg Petani.

Thursday
I got a letter from ADDS and im seriously want to make it successful. Reza i bet you to see a new me during this coming Hari Raya. InsyaAllah kalau panjang umur.
My brother was already in Kangar rite now. Planning esok nak balik KL balik. He ask me pasal server and programming. Helllloooo!!! Sure2 la I dont know. Out of my region. But its ok I helped him as much as I can. Actually rasanya I help you 'nothing' hahahah...

Friday
Its still too early to conclude my today. BTW he will going back to KL by today. :(
I'll update later..

tata........

Weken hari tu....... hari ahad version ;)

Pagi2 bangun dah dgr umi masak2 kat bawah. Bau lauk masuk sampai kat atas. Nyum..nyum... Umi masak apa la agaknya kn. Aku pun bangun turun bawah sbb perut dah lapar. Tgk umi dah sibuk buat keje, aku rasa sedih. Kesian kat umi sbb buat keje sorg.. Umi masak lauk siap2 sbb nak bekalkn kat aku nak balik penang karang.. Hmmm sedey n terharunya... :(
Lps breakfast, aku pun gerak nak balik Penang. Lauk yg umi masak sume dah siap. Byk umi bekalkn lauk dan nasi. Hati ni berat je nak balik. Sbb x puas duk kat umah. Tp apa nak buat, terpasa... Terima kasih sgt2 ayah, umi...
(uwaaaaa.... I miss my FAMILY)


Sampai penang kul 1 lbh. kat umah aku mkn bekal yg umi bg td, lps tu trus tido. letih betul rasa badan. Ishk ptg ni nak kena g jumpa Tuan Umah Bakhil Kedekut itu pulak.. x tau la apa lg cite nak jd lps ni. Serad2 dah kul 5 lbh. malas lg nak bgn ni sbnrnya.. Tp abb Si Bakhil Kedekut itu, aku terus semangat nak bgn. Kami bertiga pun gerak la g Gurney Plaza seperti yg dijanjikn katanya nak jumpa kat situ. Sampai kat sana hati dah berdebar2 takut nak jumpa Si Bakhil Kedekut. Last2 jumpa dia kat dpn taxi stand n dia x kuar kereta pun. Bagus la.. x nak cite pjg2 pun dgn dia actually. Geram, sakit hati n TAKUT...

Yeye... kat Gurney hari ni aku rembat lg sehelai baju. Comel baju tu, colour kuning.. hihihihi.....


its the END of my weekend. Letih.. x cukup tido... takut... n HAPPY...
:D

Weken hari tu.......

4th August,

Tanpa dirancang Cik Nasya berjaya memujuk aku g wedding Wan kat Teluk Intan. Konon nya la nak gerak kul 8am. Tp mlm tu aku dah tido lewat sbb ckp tepon, so bangun pn agak terlajak la sikit. Lepas siap2 sume, dlm kul 10.30am kitorg pun gerak meninggalkn Penang.
1st time keta tu keluar Penang setelah terperuk dkt 10bln. Lama dah ni x travel drive jauh2. Sampai umah wan dlm kul 2 lbh sbb dah sesat dkt 3-4 kali sbb x fhm baca map. heheh....
Perut dah kelaparan ni... sampai2 jumpa pengantin jap, pas tu trus g mkn. Huhu kenyang!!!!.
Lepas mkn lepak2 ngan wan, tgk gamba nikah dia pas tu tgk diorg nyanyi karaoke. What a lovely couple they were. I wish both of u live in hapiness ever after.. AMIN...

Dlm kul 4 lbh cam tu aku pun gerak nak balik tg malim. Again termakan pujukan ayah n ummi suruh aku balik umah. Wlupun agak letih n MENGANTUK tp excited sbb nak balik umah. Sampai2 tg malim dkt kul 6 camtu, aku singgah pasar mlm jap beli apa yg patut utk dibawa balik umah. X sedap la nak balik tgn kosong je kn.

Happynya rasa leh jumpa diorg.. :D (lalalalalalalalal)

Its not a LOVE

Being a part of your life has been really influential in my process of becoming myself.

I say more of what I believe.

I am challenged to be sincere and active.

I am happy with fewer material goods.

I believe that my dreams are both cosmic and reachable simultaneously.

I am surrounded in support and love.

Our similarities are as striking and as potent as our differences. You helped me to understand that we must not merge personalities, but rather become ourselves more fully while we support the other’s becoming.

Your uniqueness and the unguessableness of your nature teach me that I am just who I am—not some creation of who I want to be—and that my personality need not be homogenous.

You still surprise me.

You often delight me.

You always teach me.

You care for others.

You always see the good in people.

You think before you speak.

You are funny, impish, and creative.

Thats are all you, but I dont love you.

Honestly I am the way I am I should be. Im sorry... You are more a big brother to me.

Today is Friday

Dear Diary,



Its Friday today.



Aku nak masuk jugak benda yg pu3 masuk tu. Tp td tanya abg, abg ckp jgn masuk. Dia kata mcm mkn duit org bwh kita. Org nak suruh dia jd downline.. Tp dia dah serik la plk. Dia ckp dia dah x nk join benda2 ni sebab dulu dah rugi ribu2.. ala tp saja nak try apa salanya kan.. kita wat experiment. mmmm x tau la. X decide lg cam mana. Tp apa pun thanks ye sbb nasihat kat kita.



Ok tutup cite pasal tu. Eh sabar je la.. Seminggu ni dtg keje goyang kaki je. Apa pun x buat. mmmm bestnya.. nak berangan masuk Agilent jap. Klu la bole kan... Rasa mcm my dream come true je... hahhaha awan2 dah kuar kat kepala. Dush!! Mat Jenin la plk.



come back to reality plzzzz....

Sian kitorg.. hahahaha

Jumaat last week after work we pegi mkn kat Gold Coast. As usual, me n my housemates a.k.a officemates. Hmmm still the same persons actually. ;)
Sampai kat Gold Coast, i got a phone called from Siti. Duk syok2 ckp ngan dia sampai la kat meja nak order food. Apa lagi si pondan itu dengan gediks2 ngan baju sexy dtg la kat kitorg bawak menu. Recommend mcm2 " kat sini specialty ikan. Mcm2 ikan ada. Ikan stim SEDAP.. SEDAP..." Hahaha x leh nak explain cane dia nye intonasi ckp "SEDAP" mesti "SEDAP.. SEDAP" mcm la kitorg x tau kedai tu. Dah biasa dtg. Lagi nak promot.. ntah apa2.. BTW i was still on da phone with ct. Curik2 dengar sebelah telinga...
My friends pun order la. food. Terpengaruh ngan "SEDAP..SEDAP" kitorg pun order la ikan stim. huaa ikan jenahak lg.. antara ikan yg mahal. Pas tu sotong goreng tepung, sayur, telur, n tom yam. Then, aku pun abis ckp phone sbb nak interrupt dlm list order menu. "kita amik air 1 jug je la trus nak. TEMBIKAI OK?"
List menu are : Nasi Putih -3
Ikan Jenahak Stim
Sotong Goreng Tepung-2
Sayur Campur -2
Telur Dadar-2
Tom yam Daging-2
Tembikai juice-1JUG

5 minit kemudian:

"eh korang duit ada bape? kita x kuar duit lg kan" OMG lauk dah order byk. Baru teringat x de duit. Cessssss!!!
apa lagi masing2 korek duit, calculate ada bape... abis syiling sume kira. maisa ada RM11+ pu3 ada RM23.50+ me luckily ada RM40=RM74.50

huhu... scarrynya klu nak byr nnt x cukup. masa order x hengatnye la. main sebut jer... last2 cuak. makan pun takut2.. malu la klu dah kenyang skali duit x cukup.

wat selamba je mkn. masa utk bayar. huhu debor betul... kebetulan maisa ada discount kad 5%. sangat2 diperlukan buat masa ni. FUHHHHH!!! lega. TOTAL RM 66++ x igt exact bape.
lalalalalalalal... happy perut dah kenyang. BLURP!!!

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hi!
Just about to jot down something but donno what.
Last weekend i went for a movie with housemates. The Simpsons. Hmm ok ok la.. x la fun sgt. But still ada moral value inside. We ate at Secret Recipe. Baru gaji la kata kn.. Apa lg shopping time!! X de beli apa pun. Mmmm aku beli apa ek smlm... aku beli baju 2 helai. I like those black dress n cardigan.. Pas tu beli sunseed n black soya bean powder. owh ya ada beli sushi for dinner. Yummy...hehehe... Pas tu balik aku g saloon cuci rambut n blow wavy. Comey jugak wat rambut cam tu. Hihihi perasan sndiri.

My happy day but my worst night!!!!

X tau la nape dia wat aku cam ni. Its not my fault. Tp dia sangat kejam to treat me dis way!!!
I HATE HIM!!!!
Its fine. You are nothing to me actually. Just feel like to be loved n no more. You were died, and im gone. Pandai2 la ko nak survive. Pas ni ada masalah jgn cari aku dah. Sattle sndiri... Dah tua dah pun. Bknnya budak2 lg.
THANK YOU!!!! I am a new person starting from today. BE STRONG GIRL!!!

16th

Its my Birthday today!!! arghhhh tidaaaaaak its increase again each year. huhu.... takutnya.

Byk jugak dpt bday wishes dr kawan2 n yg baru jd kawan. My mom n dad bg present. Its really pink but nice n i love it. Food pun best. Ayah I like the yam. its yummy n crunchy.

Weekend hari tu g shopping baju. X larat satu hari survey. Even x byk, tp aku puas sbb dah belikn utk diorg n ringankn beban ayah. Hope u guys will appreciate it ; my three younger brothers. I'll do my best for my family. Especially for ayah n ummi. I am not the way I am now without them. Thank you so much.

Its still a long journey to go. Past experienced thought me to be a better person. But i'll never forget the bitterest thing about him. I'll keep it for the rest of my life.

17th

Its Tuesday.



It was a very nice weekend. Nothing much happened.
Arghhh malasnya nak stat keje balik.



Early in da morning:

Huhu pg2 lg aku dah pecahkn mug kat umah. Nak cepat sgt tadi. Rutin seperti biasa bgn nak g keje as usual malas yg mmg x hengat nye la. Tp ku gagahkn jgk diri.
Waiting for weekend again.

Hari ni both my housemate got new models to design. They dont want to give it to me as I had just finish my project last week. It doesn't matter. Give a chance to another.
Hehe... but i hope there's another set for 9Cell and of course i'll ask for that one like what Abiru-san said, they are planning to have 9Cell set also.

After working:

At home, im alone. Both two girls are doing OT. SMS with him until I fall asleep. Im not feeling very well, cough and flu and sometime like fever. Huhu dont know which one. Suddenly I can see da moon. (dah tido la tu) Zzzzzzzz.....

Its the END of today.