Bye Bye 2007

Today is a last day of year 2007.
And officially today is also my ummi's and my youngest bro mohd's birthday.
Happy Birthday to you!!
Weekend yang sangat menggumbirakan hati.
Weekend yang sangat membahagiakan jiwa.
tralalalalallalala.
Thanks to my parent sbb dtg sini melawat anakanda tercinta kat Penang ni.

A good life is a collection of happy memories.

Hari ini

Hari ini sakit perut. So x besh!!!

Reza dapat voucher Jusco rm500!!!! uish. Jelesh nyer.. BARAAA je rasa. Weh ko dah janji kn bday present aku. Hehehe bak sini 20. yey! Malas layan ko berangan nak shopping apa. Melainkan ko abiskn voucher tu kat Jusco sini. (Which is Queen's Bay Mall, Penang)

Yeye dah gaji mlm ni leh g makan Sushi King ngan Fizal sementara tunggu family sampai sini. Yang pastinya weekend ku nnt akan terisi dgn aktivi dan cerita menarik kerana aku tak kesorangan. best nye.... InsyaAllah.

i feel like i miss my Mr. lorrr. :(


A good life is a collection of happy memories.

memori pokok pisang yang lalu

Saja nak merapu. X tau apa sebenarnya yg ada dlm fikiran. Banyak benda fikir n teringat tp tak tau mana satu dpt 1st priority.

Masa kecik-kecik dulu:
Aku merupakan anak sulung dalam family dan satu-satunya anak dara yang ada dalam keluarga ku. Masa skolah rendah dulu aku ni kira yg terpandai la antara rakan sebaya. Setiap tahun dapat no 1 dalam darjah. Huhu menjadi kebanggaan ayah dan ummi. Nak tau apa rahsia disebaliknya???
mmm tersangat la seksa. Pagi2 kena bangun pukul 5am baca buku dulu sampai masuk waktu solat subuh. Lepas solat subuh aku kena masak nasi ngan air. Lepas tu kena mengaji dulu, sarapan, baru bole pegi skolah.
Balik skolah pagi tunggu ayah n ummi balik bawak lauk utk mkn tgh hari. Hari-hari makan lauk kedai. Kadang-kadang teringin jugak mcm kawan-kawan lain. Balik skolah, lari-lari campak beg trus g dapur bukak tudung saji tengok apa lauk mak masak hari ni. mmm mcm best je kan mcm tu. Tapi nak buat mcm mana ummi keje untuk kebaikan kitorang jugak.
Pukul 2 kami adik beradik dah kena pegi skolah agama petang sampai pukul 6pm. Balik tu baru bole main sementara nak tunggu maghrib n tunggu ayah n ummi balik keje.
Malam pergi tution n buat kerja skolah. heheh tp ada jgk benda jahat yg aku buat. Aku slalu suruh org buatkn keje skolah sbb malas kot nak buat. Bila time ummi nak check beg kecut2 perut aku sbb mcm2 rupa tulisan yg ada kat dlm buku skolah ku itu. heheheh.... x pe yg penting aku fhm apa yg aku blaja.
Tapi dua adik ku yg bongsu x de pulak kena mcm apa yg aku ngan saufi kena masa kecik2 dulu. X payah pun bangun pukul 5 pg, diorg bole tgk tv masa hari skolah. Kalau aku dulu weekend je baru bole bukak tv.
Macam tu la life aku sampai darjah 6. Ada sedikit keterpaksaan untuk blaja. Tapi alhamdulillah sume tu utk kebaikan sebagai permulaan utk hidup ku yg masih jauh.


A good life is a collection of happy memories.

Monday 24Dec

Thu 20 Dec
Raya aidil adha dah abis. Tahun ni x terasa sgt sbb x jumpa daging qurban yg byk macam tahun2 sebelum ni sebab kitorg x de kat umah. n 1st time dlm history family ku hari raya x de rendang. Tahun ni ayah wat nasi briyani pas tu tempah kat kedai wat kari ayam n kurma daging kambing. Plik jugak rasa bila x de rendang. Tapi lemang maintain ada. :)
Hari ni Birthday Saufi yg ke 23thn. Happy Birthday to you my bro. Malam potong kek n abiskn nasi briyani yg banyak. Memula takut x abis. Tp ada org dtg beraya lastly cukup2 je. Alhamdulillah x de membazir.
Fri 21Dec
Weekend pegi umah opah angkat kat Tapah. Dia dlm kampung yg dalam2 which is halfway nak ke Cameron Highland. Merata nampak orang asli n nampak cara idup diorg. Huhu sejuk gila kat situ. Memang kampung pure sampai line tepon pun x de. Diorg x guna air paip dari kerajaan. Asli wat piping system amik air sungai dr air terjun. Sape x best kan air terjun blakang umah je. Siang pulak pegi kebun kutip rambutan n buah durian. Blaja kait rambutan ada la dlm 3-4 biji je yg gugur. Kena practice lagi baru success.
Apa pun me heavenly mkn buah rambutan n durian sampai puas n masakan kampung yg simple n sedap. Best sbnrnya duk kampung skali skala. Tenang je mlm2 dgr bunyi cengkerik n binatang2 lain yg x ku ketahui apa nama dia.
Sat 22Dec
Balik umah dari kampung.
Sampai dalam kul 7.30 n malam tu ujan yg lebat. Malam x de aktiviti menarik melainkn kena buli ngan diorg sampai nangis. heheh isunya aku just nak guna pc nak online tp diorg nak main game. nangis sket je trus dpt. huaaaa... best2.. girl's power. :))
Sun 23Dec
Ahad dah nak balik penang. Bas dari asalnya kul 4 delay sampai kul 6. Dah lewat sgt aku x berani nak balik sorg. Hasut ayah pujuk fizal temankn balik penang. Ala lg pun jumaat ni kan diorg mmg nak g sana. So alang2 aku kidnapped la sorg awal2.
Sampai Penang kul 11mlm. Pening pikir pasal keta pulak. Duit terbang lagi. Sedih je tgk keta. Keta rosak rasa mcm x de kaki. :((

A good life is a collection of happy memories.

Nak raya lagi.

Esok hari raya lagi!!!!!
Rasa-rasa mcm baru je abis raya puasa hari tu. Petang ni nak balik umah. yeye! Balik nanti kita mkn kuih daging la hari2. Sebab Hari Raya Qurban.


A good life is a collection of happy memories.

;)

Monday17Dec
17-Dec-07 1:54am
"Yg.. i love u so much.. muahh.. take care k.. i want u to be my wife"....
The best sms ever in my whole life. :))
Bangun tido pagi2 check hp dpt 2 msg. huhu senyum2 sorg2 dengan muka yg comot..

A good life is a collection of happy memories.

Dah lama rasa x update blog ni kn.

Friday 7Dec-Monday10Dec
Petang lepas keje direct g umah makcik di Balik Pulau which is agak serik nak pegi sendiri sorg2. Tp ku gagahkn diri, berani kan diri redah jln yg benkang-benkok hebat mcm ular.
Kat sana x wat apa pun melainkn makan n makan n makan. Cik Nor wat char kuey tiaw sndiri. Sedap!!! leh sukati nak demand udang lebih n taugeh lebih. Puas makan sepanjang wekend.
Pagi Isnin rushing dr Balik Pulau terus ke office.
Monday10Dec
Malam jemput umi ngan saufi kat stesen bas sebab umi ada kursus kat sini. Bestnya umi ada dekat ngan saya. sampai2 umi teringin nak mkn nasi kandar kayu. Hasrat termakbul n perut kenyang. blurrppp. ~~~
Tuesday11Dec
Pg umi dah buatkn bfast mkn my umi's handmade karipap frozen umi bekalkn dr tg malim untuk anakanda tercinta. pas tu umi wat jemput2 yg simple tp jamin sedap sbb ibu ku yg wat.
Petang balik keje umi n saufi jemput. Siap bwk bekal nasi utk saya mkn dlm keta sbb umi terus nak pegi tgk jalan cane nak g TNB kat Georgetown tu utk kursus esoknya. Saya teringin mkn gulai lemak tempoyak ikan. huhu demand kat umi n umi tunaikn. terima kasih umi ku sayang. :x
Wednesday12Dec
Umi abis keje hari ni awal. pukul 4 lebih dah sampai umah. Balik keje umi buatkan cekodok pisang. n again bekalkn utk saya dlm kereta masa nak amik saya balik keje ptg tu. Owh so sweet my mommy. ;) sebab tu la anak dia montel. takut sgt saya kelaparan. Petang tu umi ckp nak pegi mkn roti naan n ayam tandoori kat Georgetown. Mmg sedap pn kat situ. BTW saya dah lupa apa nama kedai tu tp ada la tulis the best Naan n Tandoori chicken in Penang. Kat situ umi minum air susu badam. mmm ntah x tau cane nak explain. Tp dia mcm dadih yg ada mcm2 kacang n kismis dlm tu. Umi mmg suka n teringat2 sampai kat umah. heheh..
Saufi pegi mandi laut kat feringgi sorang2. Bertuah punya adik. embat yoga mat aku wat tikar berkelah. konon2 nak berjemur mcm mat salleh last2 kulit terbakar. Abis merah2. hahahah padan muka. :))
Thursday13Dec
Hari ni umi kursus lagi sehari. Malam tu aku teringin nak mkn sardin pulak. sayang umi. masakkan utk saya. Dah lama x makan sadrin mknn yg simple tp sedap utk skali skala. Aku kekenyangan lagi.
Patutnya nak jumpa Junaidi mlm ni. Tp aku x lepas nak kuar. x berani beb. Cian kat dia beria2 call nak jumpa. Aku pun nak jumpa ko jugak Mr Jun. But im so sorry. Wrong timing. Next time may b k. I miss u too.
Friday14Dec
Hari ni umi bekalkn sandwich n nasi goreng. Itu la kasih seorg ibu. Bagi makan je kejenya. X sempat nak lapar bila umi ada kat sini. Malam ni umi ngan Saufi dah nak balik Tg Malim. Saya rasa sedih. Mlm ni tido sorg. x tido dgn umi dah mcm mlm smlm. :((

A good life is a collection of happy memories.

Top 10 Fit Tips [Part 1]

Consuming Herbalife is just as a supplements to help you to lose weight. There's no guarantee that by just taking it you will get your ideal weight easily like 'magic'. Never think to get an easy way for what you dream in your life.

1. Get active stay active:

For fat loss you need to burn more calories than you consume. Therefore, your fat loss efforts aren't limited to your exercise routine. How active you are throughout the day affects how healthy you are by improving your metabolism and increasing the number of calories you burn. Maximize every opportunity to be active. You can greatly increase the amount of physical activity your body gets by making small lifestyle changes. Here's a few simple examples:

• Get in a habit of taking the stairs instead of the elevator.


• Park a good distance from the entrance to the store or the mall.


• Take a brisk walk after lunch before returning to work.


• Choose a hike or a bike ride instead of a movie.


• Keep your athletic shoes in the car so you're always prepared.

These don't take a lot of extra time and are well worth the extra effort. Besides burning additional calories and "jump-starting" your metabolism, these changes keep us focused and productive, moving in the right direction to a healthier lifestyle and better, long-term results.

2. Don't get stuck in a Plateau.

For long-term success, you need to learn how yo overcome training plateaus. Ideally, you want to always be going through a momentum phase in which you try something new and "shock" your muscles, forcing them to make gain. Eventually, however, you will come to a point in your training where you either get bored or stop seeing results.

When this happens, It is crucial that you change what you are doing. This is the time you need to get creative by incorporating something new into your program. You can make effective changes in your program in many ways:

• trying new alternate exercises


• changing the order that you train your muscles or the order of the exercises

3. Limit Sugar Consumption

There are two main problem with consuming too much sugar: It adds up quickly to a lot of calories consumed and sugar contains very little nutritional value. People who replace nutritionally-rich carbohydrates like grains, beans, potatoes, vegetables, etc with refined sugar are getting poor nutrition. And those who eat foods high in refined sugar are likely to gain weight, both from the extra calories as well as sugar's propensity to be easily converted to fat by raising insulin levels.

A diet lower in sugars and higher in complex carbohydrates, fiber and protein is almost always lower in fat, lower on calories, higher in energy and higher in vitamins and minerals. These factors, working together, contribute to a lower rate obesity, cardiovascular disease, diabetes, cancer and tooth decay. Its okay to eat sugar as a treat but do so in moderation.

4. Eat a Good Post-Workout Meal.

The snack or meal you have after your workout is the most important of the day, as it provides the fuel your body needs to maximize the time and energy you put into your routine. Equally important, it helps deliver important nutrients to your muscles. Your post-workout meal should contain the following:

• A lean complete protein, such as chicken, fish or whey protein.


• Only a little fat (preferably unsaturated)


• A complex carbohydrate such as fruit, oatmeal, rice cakes, potatoes, etc- preferably one that is "natural" not processed.

Why lean protein?

During a brief window of opportunity after your workout, protein synthesis occurs at the highest rate. This due to the micro-trauma (broken-down muscle tissue) that occurred during the workout session. Complete recovery can only take place if you provide your muscles with a large supply of amino acids from protein foods or supplements (eg: F3 Personalized Protein Powder -HERBALIFE) within 60-90 minutes after workout, then three waking hours thereafter until complete recovery is achieved. Whey protein is the very best post-workout food because it is so rapidly absorbed and it has the highest efficiency ratio, or availability to the body, of all the protein sources.

Why only a little fat?

When choosing a post-workout protein source, you should select one that is relatively low in fat i,e less than 10 grams per saving for most people. This is not the best time for a big steak or other high-fat, protein-rich food. Fat slows the absorption of the protein and the carbs. (eg: F3 Personalized Protein Powder-HERBALIFE)

Why complex carbohydrates?

During your training session, you deplete your muscle glycogen (stored carbohydrates) and you must replenish it promptly for complete recovery and to ensure that you are supplied with energy for the next training session or activity. Complex, natural carbs such as brown rice, potatoes,rice cakes, yams, oat meals, fruit are good choices for after your workout. (eg: F1 Nutritional Shake Mix + F3 Personalized Protein Powder -HERBALIFE)

5. Eat Carbohydrates and Proteins Together.

It is important to balance meals and snacks by consuming carbohydrate-rich and protein-rich foods together. A meal with carbohydrates alone often results in our becoming hungry sooner because glucose levels shoot up and then crash down. This can leave you feeling tired, hungry and weak. When protein is included, you will not only stay full longer, but glucose levels will stay more consistent and you will feel energized for a longer period.

It is important to understand how protein and carbohydrates interact with each other. Each food nutrient is broken down at different times. Carbohydrates are digested in about two hours. Protein take longer to digest, and when the two are combined or eaten together, protein slows down the digestion of carbohydrates and the energy from carbohydrates is released more slowly. Protein actually slows down the release of glucose from carbohydrates into the bloodstream. For example, a meal of carbohydrates such as soup, bread and salad would result in hunger soon after the meal.

On the other hand, eating protein-rich foods with carbohydrate-rich foods stabilizes the glucose. This keeps us feeling energetic and satisfied until the next meal. In addition, when carbohydrates are used as energy, they spare proteins from being used as energy so they can be used to build repair tissues. A balanced lunch that includes a protein source, such as a chicken breast with salad will provide and sustain energy.

To be continued.....

A good life is a collection of happy memories.

Its HaRi RaYa AiDilFiTrI

mmm... raya dah abis. Rasa mcm nak patah balik bulan puasa. Tp bole ke???? Time machine x de.

Raya 1st wat mini open house since x balik kg raya ni sbb ayah keje. Petang tu baru balik Teluk Intan jumpa atuk n opah. Meriah umah atuk ramai ya amat ahli keluarga yg balik. Raya kali ni 1st time bg duit raya. Ala2 cam x reti cam mana n masa bila patut bg. Nnt org kata show off pulak. (me pun dpt duit raya jugak... my parent yg bg.hihihi...)
Raya 2nd g lumut ziarah kubur nenek ngan opah sebelah ummi. Jumpa mak teh n family. Hehehe almost sume org yg mengenali diri ini noticed akan perubahan diri ku. Saya amat gembira and bersyukur sesangat.
Raya 4th ayah wat open house yg rasmi nyer. Ya Allah x ingat nye aku mkn kat 5-6 kali round. hehehe... pas raya ni kena work out balik seriously!!!! Tersangat la letih sampai ke malam org dtg n mlm tu jgk kami berangkat ke Kuala Kangsar on behalf nak ke Penang actually.
Hari Khamis dah ada kat Penang visit sedara ayah kat Balik Pulau. Ramai rupanya my relatives kat Penang ni. Gumbira rasa hati family ada dkt dgn ku. Hehehe..
Tp on the same date, abg nak dtg raya kat umah tg malim n nak minta izin nak bwk aku g teman dia outstation kat Grik. Maaf la ye bro i can't make it sbb sape suruh x nak confirm awl2. Dah kat Penang nak dtg raya kat umah ku kat Penang pulak. Mmmm also i couldn't make it sbb masa tu tgh best2 dinner with family kat tepi laut. Hihihi... next time may be la ye honey.
Owh ye byk2 sms raya yg aku dapat tahun ni, sms reza paling aku suka. Hahaha obvious ayat yg dia buat sndiri sbb pantun pun sekerat sbb x igt apa abis nyer.
Ahad petang family ku pulang ke Tg Malim semula. Sedih nya rasa n of course rasa sunyi sgt tiba2. X nak melayan perasaan aku pun secara otomatik rajin mengemas bilik dah lepas solat Asar pegi jogging kat tmpt biasa mencuci mata. (",)

Akhir kata, Salam Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir dan Batin buat semua.



A good life is a collection of happy memories.

My Changes

Dear beloved friends,

Can you guess which one is the latest me??? I'm happy with myself now but not yet satisfies with it. I'll work harder for it. InsyaAllah.

Thank you very much. All these will happened only with GOD will plus my hard work.

A good life is a collection of happy memories.

Macam tu ke korang????

CINTA MENGIKUT BULAN LAHIR ANDA..

Januari
-Mudah jatuh cinta.
- Mudah melupakan perasaan cinta terhadap orang yang dicintai sekiranya dikhianati.
- Pandai mengambil hati pasangannya.
- Selalu berdiam diri ketika bertemu dengan pasangannya.
- Bersikap romantik tapi tidak pandai memperlihatkannya.
- Sikap cemburu yang tinggi terhadap pasangannya tapi tidak kisah sekirannya pasangannya cemburu terhadapnya.
- Bakal jadi seorang bapa atau ibu yang penyayang.
- ramai kenalan, sedikit pemalu dan bersungguh-sungguh bila melakukan kerja
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Februari
- Sukar untuk jatuh cinta .
- Amat hormat kepada pasangan.
- Amat suka memikat pasangan.
- Jujur dan berterus terang dalam perhubungan.
- Sentiasa nekad untuk bersama dengan pasangannya
- Sangat romantik pada dalaman dan bukan pada luaran(hanya pasangannya yang tahu) .- Patuh kepada pasangannya dan selalu menjaga hati pasangan.
- Amat menjaga penampilan diri dan pasangannya.
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Mac
- Mudah menawan hati pasangannya.
- Sentiasa ingin didampingi oleh pasangannya.
- Sangat pemalu dalam meluahkan isi hati.
- Sangat baik dalam menjaga perhubungan.
- Amat sukar melupakan pasangan yang dicintai.
- Perasaan cemburu yang minima.
- Sangat manja dan sering ingin dimanjai pasangannya.
- Mudah memilih pasangan tanpa berfikir dengan waras.
- Sentiasa mengharapkan keistimewaan dari pasangan.
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April
( kebanyakannya terrrrrsangat sama dgn character the one and only my best friend ever) guess who????? hikhikhik....

- Individu yang amat sukar untuk jatuh cinta.
- Selalu memendam perasaan terhadap individu yang dicintai.
- Sukar dan malu dalam meluahkan isi hati.
- Sentiasa ingin diberi perhatian.
- Amat cemburu dalam perhubungan.
- Kesetiaan teguh terhadap pasangannya.
- Emosi cepat terusik dan mudah terluka.
- Sentiasa menjaga hati pasangan dan pandai memujuk.
- Romantik dan terlalu romantik.
- Sukar melupakan pasangan walaupun dilukai.
- Sukar berlaku curang dan amat menyayangi pasangan.

(x mo komen lebih2 nnt kena marah) hehe...
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Mei
- Amat mudah jatuh cinta.
- Baik dan jujur dalam perhubungan.
- Pandai menarik hati pasangan.
- Perasaan cinta yang mendalam.
- Mudah untuk di pujuk.
- Mudah menerima cinta seseorang.
- Pilihan yang tepat dalam berpasangan.
- Nekad untuk menjaga hubungan yang baik.
- Pandai mengatur hidup pasangan (bukan Queen Control atau King Control) .
- Suka mengangankan sesuatu yang indah bersama pasangan.
- Sentiasa dahagakan kasih sayang dari pasangan tapi tak pandai memperlihatkan.
- Ambil berat dalam menjaga hubungan.
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Jun
- Amat pandai menjaga hati pasangan sekiranya dia perempuan.
- Sukar melukai dan memahami hati pasangan.
- Mudah jatuh hati tapi terlalu memilih.
- Cerewet dalam hubungan.
- Selalu beremosi.
- Mudah merajuk dan mudah di pujuk.
- Selalu melindungi pasangan dari kritikan atau umpatan orang.
- Elok untuk menjadi Ibu yang baik.
- Dahagakan pujian dari pasangan.
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Julai
- Amat suka didampingi pasangan. (ada ke yg x suka?)
- Sukar dimengerti oleh pasangan. ( yea sesangat betul... a little bit difficult sometimes)
- Sentiasa menjaga maruah diri, pasangan dan perhubungan. (betul jugak)
- Amat mudah dipujuk dan berterus terang. (bole tahan betul)
- Amat menghargai kesetiaan pasangan. (bole la lebey kurang)
- Mengambil berat dan mengasihi pasangan. (agak betul)
- Berkebolehan untuk meluahkan isi hati terhadap individu yang dicintai. (ermm... x berapa nak betul)
- Mudah terluka dan lambat untuk pulih. (100% betul)
- Suka merajuk dan dipujuk. (kadang2 nak ngada2 jugak kan :D )
- Setia terhadap pasangan. ( truely betul)
- Suka mendengar dan tidak suka membantah. ( itu saya kalau benda tu betul)
- Cemburu terhadap pasangan. (sometimes)
- Suka menilai dan menjaga perhubungan. (agak betul)
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Ogos
- Pandai memujuk pasangan
- Suka memimpin pasangan.
- Romantik, Pengasih dan Penyayang.
- Kelam kabut dalam perhubungan.
- Sangat sensitif .
- Mudah meluahkan kata cinta pada sesiapa yang berkenan.
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September
- Bersopan dalam hubungan.
- bertolak ansur terhadap pasangan.
- Suka mengkritik pasangan.
- Sangat prihatin terhadap pasangan.
- Sangat sensitif dan emosi.
- Pandai memahami pasangan.
- Kurang menunjukkan perasaannya terhadap pasangan.
- Sukar melupakan sekiranya hati terluka.
- Mudah simpati dengan perasaan dan masalah pasangan.
- Pandai menyimpan perasaan.
- Suka berterus terang jika perkara itu tak disetujuinya.
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Oktober
- Amat suka berkomunikasi dengan pasangan.
- Suka disayangi dan menyayangi pasangan.
- Sopan terhadap pasangan.
- Jujur dan jarang berpura-pura dengan pasangan.
- Mudah terluka hati sekiranya pasangan ada melakukan kesalahan terhadapnya.
- Emosi yang mudah terusik.
- Pengasih, Penyayang terhadap pasangan.
- Cemburu dan terlalu cemburu.
- Romantik
- Memahami pasangan.
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November
- Cermat dan teliti dalam menjaga perhubungan.
- Amat berahsia dengan pasangan dan sesiapa.
- Agak degil dan kuat pendirian.
- Mudah ambil berat terhadap pasangan.
- Emosi yang mendalam.
- Perangai tidak dapat diramal terhadap pasangan.
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Disember
- Pemurah terhadap perhubungan
- Mudah jatuh cinta dalam masa yang sama.
- Tergesa-gesa dalam perhubungan
- Suka didampingi oleh pasangan.
- Benci bila dikongkong.
- Berbakat untuk kahwin lebih dari satu.(Utk Lelaki)
- Suka mempengaruhi pasangan

Dear friends,
Its just for fun and to improve our bad behaviours.
A good life is a collection of happy memories.

Weekend again...

Saya turun lagi 1.5kg!!!! (",) tralalalalala.... Reza jgn jeles sama gue yer. heheheh... 15.5kg already gone.

Percubaan pertama kali membuat kuih raya secara serious dalam tempoh usia ku 25 tahun telah berhasil semalam. (popia mini) -wink- Terima kasih yer chef pu3.
Tragedi memasak serunding penuh dengan dugaan dan memerlukan kesabaran. Habis tangan2 sume kena tembak bila dia dah panas dkt2 nak kering. Tp hasilnya sangat memberansangkan n sangat lazat. nyummm!!!

The person who killed Nurin should die softly with terrific pain! Bullshitto dis evil.

Owh ya 1 more thing. I've been declared again to be his gf. I said OK but not so YES. With 1 condition; I can love n like somebody else when i meet another person who can take care of me much2 better than what he did. At that time he should let me go. Dear GOD, please let me meet him my Mr Right. ;)

A good life is a collection of happy memories.

IF...

If your body never needed sleep, what would you do with the extra time?
i.Dreaming macam mat jenin. Mikir mcm mana nak kaya, bestnya klu ada byk duit, berangan cam mana nak success dalam hidup.
ii.Layan radio sampai tertido sendiri.
iii.Kalau x nak tido jugak kacau abg. Msg ngan dia 2-3 msg je pun dah cukup wat aku tido. Mcm sleeping pills. Hehehe slalu kena marah sbb tetiba ilang. ZzZzzzZZz..
(chop!! dia abg as abg big brother je k, nothing more)

If you were to create a machine or device to make a task easier, what would it be?
i.Kalau semua task easy, x de la adventure dalam hidup. Wat masa ni x perlukn lg apa2 device. Kalau terpaksa create, sy nak cipta machine yg leh g vacation around the world FOC.

If you could be a famous person, what would you want to be famous for?
i.I want to be famous for my brilliant and smart mind. But need more training to sharpened my brain. hehehe...(",)

If you could cure the world of one disease, which one would it be?
i.AIDS

If you could have any job in the world regardless of education, where would you want to work?
i. SINGER??? impossible...

If you could travel outside the country, where would you go?
i. White House. >> kill the monkey of war.

If your were President of the US for a day, what would you do?
i.Worldwide peace.

If you could have a super power, which one would you choose?
i. I BELIEVE I CAN FLY!!!..

If you could change one thing about your past, what would it be?
i. Tak tau nak jawab apa. Penat mikir..

-SAYA SANGAT BORING HARI INI-

A good life is a collection of happy memories.

Start to change!

Hi Friends.
I used this blog to share something that I am very interested with. Straight to the point is I lose 3kg in 10 days. Isn't it much much the GREATEST news I ever had???? I am very excited to tell you guys that i already lose 14kg compared to my weight for almost 1yr ago. tralalalalalalal... best nyerr.. (",)
Now I feel healthier, very energetic, happier, more confidence, and of course rasa more prettier even though i am not that much pretty.. hehehe...The secret is I used Herbalife as my supplements. Its very good for me and I always miss my cappuccino and dutch chocolate shakes everyday. yummy..yummy...

Owh ya petang semalam ada sorang aunty department sebelah ni tegur. X pernah2 cakap ngan dia selama ni pun. She said " Hey Nurul you lose weight huh? U look different..." I just smiling widely like this :D


A good life is a collection of happy memories.

Wekend activities

Huhu bz sungguh gue weekend hari tu. Seminar je manjang. Its a beginning for my business planning. And of course there's a lot to plan for my future. As what I said, I will make it. And I have to!

Saturday: CITITEL HOTEL, PENANG

A little bit introduction how ADDS System works. And guess what saya dipanggil ke depan utk di interview. Well anyway it built my self confidence to talk in front of the audience. See.. that is one of good thing when I join this. I met more new people, i learnt a lot from them. And of course I met them face to face and share their stories about been satisfying in life. Uwaaaa jeles nyerrrr ngan diorg.

THE GREATEST NEWS OF THE DAY: I lose 3kg in 10days. yeahaaaaa!!!! tralalalallalalalal (",)

SUNDAY:' g' HOTEL, PENANG

Hari ni cite pasal Herbalife. X de kaitan ngan system ADDS but it still related. Most of them are very happy, very healthy, very energetic even its fasting month, very confident and very rich of course. I want to be one of them.
I fall in love with Herbalife and all its products. I feel like I am a different person today. I consumed it for only 2 weeks is enuf for me to tell a story how good it was. Thanks to Nan my coach, you help me a lot.

THE WORST NEWS OF THE DAY: Parking Issue

Mcm ni cite nye. Pagi tu nak g seminar dalam keadaan hujan lebat (info: Penang is in heavy reaning every day since 1st Ramadhan) can you imagine saya x berkesempatan lagi nak ke Pasar Ramadhan due to hujan lebat yg hebat... eh ok kembali ke pokok cerita, saya park kereta kat level B1 'g' Hotel. Mcm biasa guna autopay parking yg sememangnya saya x tau berapa dia charge sejam. Tawakal je la nak balik karang.
Seminar pun habis dalam jam 6.30pm. Saya pun turun untuk membayar parking di autopay machine. Nak BULAT mata tengok screen. RM24!!!!!! Adusssss biar betol ni. Pening garu2 kepala korek la duit dalam purse. Skali ada note RM50,RM10X2 and RM1X3. Saya pun masukkn la RM50 tu nak byr tp kena reject sbb duit tu koyak sket. Org blkg dah beratur panjang. x pikir apa dah saya pun guna duit selebihnya tp x cukup RM1.90 out of 24 setelah di korek semua syiling yg ada. Saya dah panic x tau nak buat apa sy pun tekan la CANCEL button due to x cukup duit. Nampaknya kena g pecah dulu 50 ni. Uwaaaaaaa dia kuar RM12 coins n burnt my another RM11. Kalut gila kutip syiling yg banyak ya amat itu. Tiket 24 hengget still x bayar tp saya dah rugi RM11. X aci mcm ni. Saya pun pergi cari pak guard n dia bwk la sy g counter. Akhirnya selesai conflict parking n saya hanya perlu bayar RM5 actually for parking sbb saya dtg sebab function. LEGA..... :( shake yg diorg bagi tertinggal atas autopay machine sbb dah kalut sangat. Sayang nyerrr...

OK abis cite seminar and everything. Mlm tadi saya pegi terawih. Bestnya rasa. Dah la masjid dekat je. Jalan kaki x sampai 5 min. Yeye esok dah leh puasa. I am very excited. heheh Sorry...


good life is a collection of happy memories.

BAD

Cesssssss!!!! FOOSE 6/9 Cell is the worst DELL Battery I ever designed. Cam nak gila rasa kena keje ngan jepun kali ni. Dah siap design kat 2-3 kali tetiba kata nak tuka outline la... nak shift LED la.. nak tambah TP la.. amboi2 senang nya derang ni mengarah ye. Aku jugak yg nanggung. Mengikut arahan punya pasal buat balik dari mula. Sakit nya rasa dah nak kena switch layer la.. nak kena ubah IC la. Ello!!! move IC sama mcm kita wat balik dari mula sbb all the vias pun kena la move sama and pastu kena la route balik sume kan.. Nangesssss!!! Tp at the same time there's a lot of new things yg saya baru belajar. Biasa la tu.. pros n cons. Arigato gozaimas Yamashita-san for your advice.
Nekad nak kena siap kan gerber by friday sbb CHOP! sabtu x mo dtg keje. Saya ada hal lain. X larat nak OT dah. PENAT.

-END-



A good life is a collection of happy memories.

Salam Ramadhan

Its been almost a week. I am damn tired with works. Kalau time x de keje, goyang kaki kat 3-4 bulan. Tetiba ada keje urgent mcm x cukup tangan. Tapi x pe. It makes my life 'alive'. Esok lusa dah nak puasa. Excitednya saya. Azam kali ni x nak tinggal solat Tarawih. Harap2, saya diberi kekuatan iman untuk menunaiknnya. InsyaAllah.
Dah kat 2 hari OT abg teman. Thanks.. At least x bosan sgt. Tenkiu so much!(",)
X dapat dgr pakcik Mohor-Mohor Besar tu wat announcement kat tv sebab saya kat office lg. Dari kecik sampai tahun lps pakcik tu lg yg tukang announced. Tahun ni x tau la. Harap2 panjang umur. ;)

Selamat Berpuasa Semua...




A good life is a collection of happy memories.

This is a LiFe

Hidup penuh dugaan, suka dan duka. Tanpa semua ni kita x kan rasa nikmat hidup dan menilai sekuat mana kita menghadapi setiap dugaan dan cabaran yang Allah uji. Saya percaya Allah tak kan uji kita dengan perkara yg kita sendiri x mampu nak atasi. Semua yang berlaku ada hikmahnya. Orang yang menerima ujian sesungguhnya dia dikasihi Allah dan mungkin juga sebagai peringatan atas kesilapan kita sendiri.

Haiyaaaaa sabar je la pg td dah syok2 nak kuar g keje tetiba terperasan side mirror sblh kiri kereta ku hilang ntah ke mana. X tau la org curi ke, org amik ke, org pecah. hmmm... Dugaan lagi. Kepala x abis pening mikir YTN datang lg satu hal.

Sabar la ye banyak2 wahai diri ku. Hmmm...
Bak kata abg, masalah ku masalah dia juga.
Bak kata pu3 pula, kwn adalah tmpt mengadu yg terbaik pada pendapat ku. (apa ntah ayat aku ini... kepala weng) Thanks a lot buddy.
Alahamdulillah 1/4 masalah ku telah ku selesaikn tadi.


A good life is a collection of happy memories.

Your Beauty makes you luminous

Sure you're a stunner, but it's your kind heart that makes you a real beauty. Thoughtful and sincere, you connect easily with people and enjoy being around others. At parties, you like to work the room and make sure everyone is having a good time.Strike up conversations with strangers? No problem. Show your new coworker great lunch spots? Of course! These are the kinds of things a sweetheart like you does without thinking. And your friendly spirit is what people find so enticing and gorgeous about you. That's beautiful!

hahaha... x cantik pun terasa cantik. Just feel the beauty inside.

A good life is a collection of happy memories.

pros n cons

Perlu ke saya balik kl?

pros:
1. Kat KL ramai kawan.
2. Dekat dgn sume org. >> someone, friends, beloved family.
3. May b i'm not feeling very lonely if im in KL. (MAY BE) Who knows????
4. Nak balik umah pn dekat. Apa2 hal boring2 bole "toink" kejap je dah sampai umah. ;)
5. Kat KL saya akan jadi "panjang kaki" x reti nak duk diam kat umah. X mcm skrg quite a passive person even though org kata Penang ni byk benda menarik. I donno why I couldn't see it.


cons:
1. KL banyak sgt tol. Bole bikin gue kering sokmo. Penang langsung x de tol. Heaven sbb nak g mana2 sume dekat.
2. Kena cari housemates lain yg x sure serasi ke x mcm skrg. I love my housemates a.k.a my officemates a.k.a my beloved and only closest friends in this island. We are such as 3 angles since last 2 years.
3. House rent boleh dibayangkan akan lebih mahal dari skrg.
4. Nak g keje x leh nak car pool mcm skrg. My car's turn only once every month. >> gila save duit nak service sbb milage sikit, duit minyak mmg saving sesangat rm50 sbln pun x sampai. Hehehe.... anybody jeles x mcm ni????
5. Traffic jam mmg cronic kat KL.
6. Cost nak pindah barang dr Penang to KL, deposit umah sewa baru semestinya sangat memeningkan kepala ku nanti.


In dilemma. Its look like byk cons dari pros yg saya nampak skrg ni. Perlu ke saya bersungguh2 mencari kerja baru utk pulang ke KL?????
Anybody kindly list out any bad and good things which can make my eyes widely open what is the correct desicion should I make..

ke Perlis

Last weekend pergi Perlis wedding CT belah Paish. Dah x pegi kat Cheras kena la g yg kat Perlis. Klu x merajuk member.

Uniknya wedding kali ni kitorg naik ketapi. Rombongan pengantin lelaki naik ketapi pusing2 kawasan. Dapat seat 1st class lagi. Duk sekali ngan pengantin. Hmm kawin dah sorg kawan aku ni. Terasa la jugak kehilangan.

Balik tu g Padang Besar. Panas x hengat nya la. Ingatkn best... tp x de benda pun. Org Siam byk la.

Sebenarnya masa tu hati aku x tenteram. Jiwa x tenang fikir masalah. Tp syukur Allah bg aku petunjuk dan kekuatan apa yg sepatutnya aku buat. Itu la kekuasaan Yang Maha Kaya. InsyaAllah akan selesai. Syukur Alhamdulillah.

Badminton NIPPON!

Ni la benda yg paling x pernah aku buat. Seriously x ikhlas buat keje ni. Saya orang Malaysia. Di bulan kemerdekaan ini saya dah buat sesuatu yg x sepatutnya dibuat oleh warga Malaysia seperti saya. Ada ke patut gi sokong jepun lawan badminton masa Badminton World Championship baru2 ni. Tapi actually bukan sokong Jepun pun. Disebabkn ada 3 org player Jepun tu staff Sanyo, x pasal2 aku pun kena la jd semangat Sanyo skali. Tuhan je yg tau apa rasa bila Msia lawan Jepun, tp kita kena sokong Jepun.
x pe la apa2 pun event tu dah lps n dapat bercuti yang di sponsor secara tak sengaja. :D

p/s:
to CT, sorry sbb event ni jugak la x dpt pegi your wedding kat Cheras hari tu.
to Pu3, sorry jugak sbb tinggalkn you sorg2 lama kat umah. Hehehehehe I pegi honeymoon ngan Mysa.

Saya dan Si Tua

Si tua: salam perkenalan dari saya yg veteran ni
Saya: hi! Salam perkenalan dari sy jugak. ;)
Si tua: apa kabar nurul dah sarapan ker , terima kasih kerana sudi membalas nya , nurul kat mana ni saya kat bkt Jalil
Saya: khabar baik. sy dah lunch pun. sy keje kat penang. oic bukit jalil keje kat mana?
Si tua: abg kerja kat Bkt Jalil (IPTS) >>> tiba2 dah stat ‘abg’ eeeeee gelis..
Saya: ooo... tu gamba betul ke gamba org lain? >>> direct tanya sbb rupa mcm atuk. :D
Si tua: nurul tak caya ker , itu lah gambar abg yg dah kerepot >>> sedar pun dah kerepot
Saya: caye kot. :D
Si Tua: apa kabar nurul dah sarapan ker , saya lum sarapan lagi cuma minum air suam jer
Saya: sy khabar baik. nape x sarapan lg? bz ke hari ni?
Si tua: nurul abg kat opis ni 12 30 abg keluar gi sungai besi solat jumaat
Saya: oic... jauhnya sampai sg besi. nape x solat kat bkt jalil je?
Si tua: nur bkt jalil tak ada mesjid yg ada sri petaling dan sungai besi yg dekat Nur abg nak tanya Nur tinggal kl ni kat area mana >>> eh org tua ni x phm2 ke, ke dah nyanyuk. Kan org dah ckp org duk kat penang. Haiyaaa… lagi mau tanya. Dan tetiba pulak nama ku jadi ‘Nur’ sesuka hati je dia.
Saya: erk... sy dah x duk kat kl. dah tuka keje kat penang skrg >>> See!! saya masih bole bersopan santun. Hahahaha…
Si tua: hampa lah abg nak jumpa dgn nur , nur dah pergi jauh dari abg >>> bila masa nya aku pnh dtg dekat dgn dia…
Si tua: buat apa tu , jum kita minum ptg bersama2
saya: hi! x wat apa2. jom! >>> layan kan jer pakcik tua ni..
Si tua: nasib baik kita jauh kalau dkt abg gi jemput nur >>>> huhuhu mmg sangat2 nasib baik la jauh.
Saya: :D
Si tua: nur apa di D tu >>>> mengong tu bukan D la.
Si tua: nur bila nak turun kl
Saya: ermmm x tau lg. nape?
Si tua: kalau boleh abg nak jumpa dgn nur
Saya: nape nak jumpa? klu nak jumpa dtg la penang. hihihih....
Si tua: kalau abg dtg pinang abg nak Nur teman kan abg sepanjang masa semasa abg berada di pinang boleh ker >>> penang la…. pinang mende plk ni.
Saya: erk.. sepanjang masa x leh la. tp nape kena mcm tu? >>> cewah ayat melayan. Hihi..
Si tua: nur dah pertama kali dah jumpa
Saya: 'nur dah pertama kali dah jumpa' ???? x fhm apa maksudnya? mmm nape mlm je? >>> wat2 innocent..
Si tua: nurul kalau siang dan malam boleh ker Nur
Saya: klu siang je? >>>Soklan nak trick…
Si tua: abg nak manja dgn nur, kalau abg sejuk boleh nur peluk abg >>>> GRRRRRRR!!!! geli yg tahap GABAN!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEE… Lelaki tua yg gatal!!!!
-BUDUS!!!!-

BORING!!!

Hmmm boring nya keje lately ni. Project dah slow. Pegi office x tau nak buat apa. X larat weh mcm ni kat 3 bulan.. Sib baik gaji masuk.. Rasa mcm nak cari keje lain tu dah byk kali terlintas.. Tp x serious lg nak fikir pasal tu. Rasa mcm tgh honey moon tp holiday kat office. Huhuhu... sape faham what i mean???? hehe..
See!! otak kita pun leh beku tau mcm ni.. Tak berkembang minda.. cedey..cedey..
:(

my lovely weekend..

Again we did a free part time weekend job as a weeding attender. This time was in Taiping, Perak. Me n Nasya sampai dulu kat umah pengantin due to some problems occured kat rombongan dari KL. Sian kat diorg dgn keta x leh start nya.. Dgn tunggu org yg t'lepas komuter nya.. But finally kitorg berkumpul jugak. Farah's wedding is in all blues.
Petang tu diorg sume ikut g penang. Kelam kabut sbb tetiba mahda lost. Aku x nmpk actually keta mahda ada ke x kat blkg. So skrg sign board sangat2 diperlukn. Dah sampai Feringgi walk, reza pun memborong cd x hengat nya. Padahal sblm naik tu dia yg konon2nya 'aku x de duit ni'... Hello!!! sapai kat 20 keping ko borong apa cite kan....

hahah pas tu scene nak mkn. Cari kedai biasa ter x sure halal ke x. Pas tu jumpa kedai lain over grand la plk (which is Kampung Restaurant just opposite the street). Last2 kitorg mkn kat tepi jln. Ada la warung kecik yg x de limau klu nak limau ais or sirap limau or teh o ais limau. Ala pu3 kedai yg kita mkn mihun sup tu. Ingat x?? Nak cite isu yg disembang kan, sampai esok pagi x abis.. Sbb byk sgt dramas.. Tp i really had fun with them that night.
Sian Nole sbb kena sampai Ipoh by 11pm tp kul 11 still kat penang lg. Sorry ye Nole klu ko kena marah sbb sampai lmbt. Lain kali kita plan betul2. x de rushing cam ni.
huh! Mcm2 isu. Risau jgk kawan2 aku balik KL tgh2 mlm. Dah la letih. Around 5am diorg sampai KL. ED (the artist) n Reza mereport kat aku tentang ketibaan diorang kat umah. Syukur Alhamdulillah..
Honestly aku rasa sedih sgt masa diorg nak balik tu. X caya tanya ED. :(

Haaa baru teringat.. nak gelak kat reza. Ko betul la.. Selagi aku x puji ko nmpk lain ke... nmpk kurus ke... baju ok ke... selagi tu la ko akan buat sampai aku tanya. Tp last2 smlm disebabkn aku x tegur apa2 pasal baju yg dia pakai,dia sndiri tanya aku. "Noi baju aku ok x hari ni? Sesuai x? Sesuai kan...." Hmm itu lah sahabat ku punya perangai... :D Sorry cayang... jgn mare ek.. Aku rasa funny sbb aku baru noticed ko mcm tu. Hahahahaha...

That is my lovely Saturday!!!

Hi there!
Its been a week and there's a lot of things happened in my life. hmmm... Trying to catch up how my life flowing. Jap ye nak ingat balik.. ;)

Monday
I met him at Seberang Jaya since he will be around north area for 1 week. Struggling cari hotel dia stay tu x tau kat ne. Dah la x pnh pegi outside island sejak duk sini dah dekat setahun. Except highway la kan. Errmmm he said I look pretty in my dress that night.. hihihi... Rasa nak floating. :D

Tuesday
Nothing much, just as usual daily routine. Owh ya i found something interesting tru jobstreet. Its about makin money and become beautiful. I study bout it da whole day in da offce. My brother was in Penang Island but we cannot meet because i dont want to disturb him with all the bosses.

Wednesday
I told Reza about my plan and he also interested to be my partner. So we both work duet as what he said. So income nnt kita share jugak la kan.. Semangat ni nak wat bisness.. As my best friend with me, i hope i will success. Today 'He' was in Sg Petani.

Thursday
I got a letter from ADDS and im seriously want to make it successful. Reza i bet you to see a new me during this coming Hari Raya. InsyaAllah kalau panjang umur.
My brother was already in Kangar rite now. Planning esok nak balik KL balik. He ask me pasal server and programming. Helllloooo!!! Sure2 la I dont know. Out of my region. But its ok I helped him as much as I can. Actually rasanya I help you 'nothing' hahahah...

Friday
Its still too early to conclude my today. BTW he will going back to KL by today. :(
I'll update later..

tata........

Weken hari tu....... hari ahad version ;)

Pagi2 bangun dah dgr umi masak2 kat bawah. Bau lauk masuk sampai kat atas. Nyum..nyum... Umi masak apa la agaknya kn. Aku pun bangun turun bawah sbb perut dah lapar. Tgk umi dah sibuk buat keje, aku rasa sedih. Kesian kat umi sbb buat keje sorg.. Umi masak lauk siap2 sbb nak bekalkn kat aku nak balik penang karang.. Hmmm sedey n terharunya... :(
Lps breakfast, aku pun gerak nak balik Penang. Lauk yg umi masak sume dah siap. Byk umi bekalkn lauk dan nasi. Hati ni berat je nak balik. Sbb x puas duk kat umah. Tp apa nak buat, terpasa... Terima kasih sgt2 ayah, umi...
(uwaaaaa.... I miss my FAMILY)


Sampai penang kul 1 lbh. kat umah aku mkn bekal yg umi bg td, lps tu trus tido. letih betul rasa badan. Ishk ptg ni nak kena g jumpa Tuan Umah Bakhil Kedekut itu pulak.. x tau la apa lg cite nak jd lps ni. Serad2 dah kul 5 lbh. malas lg nak bgn ni sbnrnya.. Tp abb Si Bakhil Kedekut itu, aku terus semangat nak bgn. Kami bertiga pun gerak la g Gurney Plaza seperti yg dijanjikn katanya nak jumpa kat situ. Sampai kat sana hati dah berdebar2 takut nak jumpa Si Bakhil Kedekut. Last2 jumpa dia kat dpn taxi stand n dia x kuar kereta pun. Bagus la.. x nak cite pjg2 pun dgn dia actually. Geram, sakit hati n TAKUT...

Yeye... kat Gurney hari ni aku rembat lg sehelai baju. Comel baju tu, colour kuning.. hihihihi.....


its the END of my weekend. Letih.. x cukup tido... takut... n HAPPY...
:D

Weken hari tu.......

4th August,

Tanpa dirancang Cik Nasya berjaya memujuk aku g wedding Wan kat Teluk Intan. Konon nya la nak gerak kul 8am. Tp mlm tu aku dah tido lewat sbb ckp tepon, so bangun pn agak terlajak la sikit. Lepas siap2 sume, dlm kul 10.30am kitorg pun gerak meninggalkn Penang.
1st time keta tu keluar Penang setelah terperuk dkt 10bln. Lama dah ni x travel drive jauh2. Sampai umah wan dlm kul 2 lbh sbb dah sesat dkt 3-4 kali sbb x fhm baca map. heheh....
Perut dah kelaparan ni... sampai2 jumpa pengantin jap, pas tu trus g mkn. Huhu kenyang!!!!.
Lepas mkn lepak2 ngan wan, tgk gamba nikah dia pas tu tgk diorg nyanyi karaoke. What a lovely couple they were. I wish both of u live in hapiness ever after.. AMIN...

Dlm kul 4 lbh cam tu aku pun gerak nak balik tg malim. Again termakan pujukan ayah n ummi suruh aku balik umah. Wlupun agak letih n MENGANTUK tp excited sbb nak balik umah. Sampai2 tg malim dkt kul 6 camtu, aku singgah pasar mlm jap beli apa yg patut utk dibawa balik umah. X sedap la nak balik tgn kosong je kn.

Happynya rasa leh jumpa diorg.. :D (lalalalalalalalal)

Its not a LOVE

Being a part of your life has been really influential in my process of becoming myself.

I say more of what I believe.

I am challenged to be sincere and active.

I am happy with fewer material goods.

I believe that my dreams are both cosmic and reachable simultaneously.

I am surrounded in support and love.

Our similarities are as striking and as potent as our differences. You helped me to understand that we must not merge personalities, but rather become ourselves more fully while we support the other’s becoming.

Your uniqueness and the unguessableness of your nature teach me that I am just who I am—not some creation of who I want to be—and that my personality need not be homogenous.

You still surprise me.

You often delight me.

You always teach me.

You care for others.

You always see the good in people.

You think before you speak.

You are funny, impish, and creative.

Thats are all you, but I dont love you.

Honestly I am the way I am I should be. Im sorry... You are more a big brother to me.

Today is Friday

Dear Diary,



Its Friday today.



Aku nak masuk jugak benda yg pu3 masuk tu. Tp td tanya abg, abg ckp jgn masuk. Dia kata mcm mkn duit org bwh kita. Org nak suruh dia jd downline.. Tp dia dah serik la plk. Dia ckp dia dah x nk join benda2 ni sebab dulu dah rugi ribu2.. ala tp saja nak try apa salanya kan.. kita wat experiment. mmmm x tau la. X decide lg cam mana. Tp apa pun thanks ye sbb nasihat kat kita.



Ok tutup cite pasal tu. Eh sabar je la.. Seminggu ni dtg keje goyang kaki je. Apa pun x buat. mmmm bestnya.. nak berangan masuk Agilent jap. Klu la bole kan... Rasa mcm my dream come true je... hahhaha awan2 dah kuar kat kepala. Dush!! Mat Jenin la plk.



come back to reality plzzzz....

Sian kitorg.. hahahaha

Jumaat last week after work we pegi mkn kat Gold Coast. As usual, me n my housemates a.k.a officemates. Hmmm still the same persons actually. ;)
Sampai kat Gold Coast, i got a phone called from Siti. Duk syok2 ckp ngan dia sampai la kat meja nak order food. Apa lagi si pondan itu dengan gediks2 ngan baju sexy dtg la kat kitorg bawak menu. Recommend mcm2 " kat sini specialty ikan. Mcm2 ikan ada. Ikan stim SEDAP.. SEDAP..." Hahaha x leh nak explain cane dia nye intonasi ckp "SEDAP" mesti "SEDAP.. SEDAP" mcm la kitorg x tau kedai tu. Dah biasa dtg. Lagi nak promot.. ntah apa2.. BTW i was still on da phone with ct. Curik2 dengar sebelah telinga...
My friends pun order la. food. Terpengaruh ngan "SEDAP..SEDAP" kitorg pun order la ikan stim. huaa ikan jenahak lg.. antara ikan yg mahal. Pas tu sotong goreng tepung, sayur, telur, n tom yam. Then, aku pun abis ckp phone sbb nak interrupt dlm list order menu. "kita amik air 1 jug je la trus nak. TEMBIKAI OK?"
List menu are : Nasi Putih -3
Ikan Jenahak Stim
Sotong Goreng Tepung-2
Sayur Campur -2
Telur Dadar-2
Tom yam Daging-2
Tembikai juice-1JUG

5 minit kemudian:

"eh korang duit ada bape? kita x kuar duit lg kan" OMG lauk dah order byk. Baru teringat x de duit. Cessssss!!!
apa lagi masing2 korek duit, calculate ada bape... abis syiling sume kira. maisa ada RM11+ pu3 ada RM23.50+ me luckily ada RM40=RM74.50

huhu... scarrynya klu nak byr nnt x cukup. masa order x hengatnye la. main sebut jer... last2 cuak. makan pun takut2.. malu la klu dah kenyang skali duit x cukup.

wat selamba je mkn. masa utk bayar. huhu debor betul... kebetulan maisa ada discount kad 5%. sangat2 diperlukan buat masa ni. FUHHHHH!!! lega. TOTAL RM 66++ x igt exact bape.
lalalalalalalal... happy perut dah kenyang. BLURP!!!

Here is your horoscope for Tuesday, July 31:
You get some stunning (and original) insight into your moods. That's the great thing about being in a funk -- it can actually point the way to some pretty important self-realizations if you know how to use it correctly.

hi!
Just about to jot down something but donno what.
Last weekend i went for a movie with housemates. The Simpsons. Hmm ok ok la.. x la fun sgt. But still ada moral value inside. We ate at Secret Recipe. Baru gaji la kata kn.. Apa lg shopping time!! X de beli apa pun. Mmmm aku beli apa ek smlm... aku beli baju 2 helai. I like those black dress n cardigan.. Pas tu beli sunseed n black soya bean powder. owh ya ada beli sushi for dinner. Yummy...hehehe... Pas tu balik aku g saloon cuci rambut n blow wavy. Comey jugak wat rambut cam tu. Hihihi perasan sndiri.

My happy day but my worst night!!!!

X tau la nape dia wat aku cam ni. Its not my fault. Tp dia sangat kejam to treat me dis way!!!
I HATE HIM!!!!
Its fine. You are nothing to me actually. Just feel like to be loved n no more. You were died, and im gone. Pandai2 la ko nak survive. Pas ni ada masalah jgn cari aku dah. Sattle sndiri... Dah tua dah pun. Bknnya budak2 lg.
THANK YOU!!!! I am a new person starting from today. BE STRONG GIRL!!!

16th

Its my Birthday today!!! arghhhh tidaaaaaak its increase again each year. huhu.... takutnya.

Byk jugak dpt bday wishes dr kawan2 n yg baru jd kawan. My mom n dad bg present. Its really pink but nice n i love it. Food pun best. Ayah I like the yam. its yummy n crunchy.

Weekend hari tu g shopping baju. X larat satu hari survey. Even x byk, tp aku puas sbb dah belikn utk diorg n ringankn beban ayah. Hope u guys will appreciate it ; my three younger brothers. I'll do my best for my family. Especially for ayah n ummi. I am not the way I am now without them. Thank you so much.

Its still a long journey to go. Past experienced thought me to be a better person. But i'll never forget the bitterest thing about him. I'll keep it for the rest of my life.

17th

Its Tuesday.



It was a very nice weekend. Nothing much happened.
Arghhh malasnya nak stat keje balik.



Early in da morning:

Huhu pg2 lg aku dah pecahkn mug kat umah. Nak cepat sgt tadi. Rutin seperti biasa bgn nak g keje as usual malas yg mmg x hengat nye la. Tp ku gagahkn jgk diri.
Waiting for weekend again.

Hari ni both my housemate got new models to design. They dont want to give it to me as I had just finish my project last week. It doesn't matter. Give a chance to another.
Hehe... but i hope there's another set for 9Cell and of course i'll ask for that one like what Abiru-san said, they are planning to have 9Cell set also.

After working:

At home, im alone. Both two girls are doing OT. SMS with him until I fall asleep. Im not feeling very well, cough and flu and sometime like fever. Huhu dont know which one. Suddenly I can see da moon. (dah tido la tu) Zzzzzzzz.....

Its the END of today.

ishk!!! y like this. :(

Hari ni i feel sad, i got flu n so many things happened. Eh nape leh jadi mcm ni ye. Excited nak balik umah hari ni trus ilang tetiba. Yes i agree its my fault, tp bukan salah aku sorg kn. kalau diorg leh detect awl2, x de la rugi byk sampai mcm ni. Uwaaaaa nak nangis rasa.


Tetiba pulak rasa x sedap badan, selsema n sakit tekak. OMG please give me strength.


My birthday dah dekat, tp mcm2 plk jadi. Ni la dia DUGAAN. Apa2 pun kita kena kuat. Ni baru sikit, org lain lagi susah dari kita. Betul x?

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Its just the beginning.